MISC : Outbreak

May 30, 2001

To Whom it May Concern:

As I write this, I am currently being held in a CDC quarantine facility, kept away from direct contact of any kind from any and all humans. The blood dripping from my eyes makes it hard to see what is on my screen. The blood leaking from my finger nails is getting all over the keyboard and will probably end up ruining the damn thing, but I'll be dead within 24 hours or less anyway, so why should I give a shit about that. Besides, it's not my fucking computer anyway.

The Ebola virus has now taken me and I am bleeding from every opening, every crevice of my body, from my nose and mouth and gums, to my nails, my ears, my nipples, everywhere. I am coughing blood, sneezing blood, shitting and pissing blood. There's blood EVERYWHERE!!! Oh God, why can't I stop bleeding? I am also caged like an animal, my movements restricted. No one will even come to see me unless they have a Level 4 Biohazard suit on. I can't wait until I die; it will be such a sweet release from all of this pain and grief I am going through. I long for death to take me with its cold touch, for then I will truly be free from all of this wretched torment.

I take some small measure of comfort, though, that I am not alone in my suffering. I have infected everyone aboard the plane I was on when I came to the States from Africa, and they are all here as well, in their own cells, as I like to call them, as are all the people who came in contact with those aboard the plane, etc. etc. They are all sick and dying because of me. I'm the one who brought this curse onto them. They are all going through what I am going through because of me. I feel no guilt at this knowledge though, because I am suffering and dying along with the rest of them, so all is fair and just.

Don't bother looking for this on the news. You won't hear of it there because the government did an excellent job in covering it all up, so the country in general will never know of any of this. If word got out, it would only elicit nation-wide panic, and that would be very dangerous indeed. So the government simply executes it's whole plausible deniability shit to keep everyone nice and calm. No one needs to know about any of it because it was all taken care of. All the infectees were captured and are now being detained until death, their bodies then cremated to prevent the virus from spreading. All the evidence will soon be destroyed and it will be like none of this ever happened.